ok first I checked if the phase is right and it is.
just 0.76A and 0.9V on the HV psu.
13.2V 0.01A on the HC coil
all probes the same.
note how the current already is boosted by the voltage/displacement current (only 590vpp)
hc2
No voltage on the HV psu, just the same voltage on the HC psu
13.2V 0.01A
note how different the current curve looks (choke is no longer on the right, it is now in the center tap)
hc3
0.01A 13.2V hc
3.49A 4.7V hv
Note how now the current is amplified by the voltage, without increasing the HC psu.
green current is larger, but somehow,
it looks like the change in voltage is reducing the magnetic current at the switching point (green).
I am going to remove the load. (never lit up, currents are to low)
I will keep the load coil grounded
also I will soon remove the load. to let it run free. now the 20W bulb is still on